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No matter what always try and keep positive
Sunday, 7 January 2018 23:38 0 Comment(s)

It's hard to keep strong when every time you try to stand you get knocked back down. I can't count  with my fingers how many times in the past my confidence has been knocked down...and I mean way down like 6 ft underground down. Sometimes I don't even know why I keep trying like today for instance. F*cked up again and I feel like sh**. I don't have any hopes of the future. I'm trying to keep positive though no matter what. I wanted this year to be different so bad but every time I think about it and look where I am I'm exactly in the same f*cked situation as always. My aim to to start up all my businesses as planned and not rely on anyone else...yes sure I'll need other people's help but the main point would be I wouldn't have to work under anyone for the rest of my life. The only thing that keep me going is the fact I'm not alone going through this. I want to set up a a network that will help so many others just like myself. Something like a social network but specifically for people suffering with S.A and depression. People who feel helpless and left out/ ignored in this world we live in. I want to help them realise their potential and be their true selves without feeling being judged and feeling incapable.

Always remember you are braver and stronger than you believe, than you think. More beautiful than you imagine and loved more than you know.

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